In which he forgot the card…

SNOW TREE

SNOW CAR

Moon’s full bright against the dark as we drive to dinner on Valentine’s night.

Snow is piled so high on the sides of the road that it’s a challenge to see oncoming traffic. After a long day at the office at the end of a week full and wearying, he safely maneuvers us around two accidents.

And him protecting my heart even better.

Then remembering that he forgot. The card. The one with the red hearts and loving sentiments that he didn’t buy. And him feeling badly but with all the snow that needed shoveling and then more snow, working full-time and involved with other projects, and an online class, and even with his smart phone alerting him, he forgot.

Me gently assuring him that he could forget all about it.

Because he remembers so much more.

Not just on the 14th of February, but all the days in-between. Those days of getting up early, and logging long hours, and making me tea first thing every morning and sending me letters handwritten with love for no particular reason.

Love sent daily in the doing large and small is my living card.

A poem in motion. Flowing, evolving from God’s heart through him to me. Ordered and beautiful following God’s way, best way. And me becoming more like the One we serve because of this one good man’s devotion.

If he never sent another card but continued to live his love for me like he does — with the murmuring sweet nothings in the still of the night, and the bouncing his eyes, hungry gaze resting only upon the girl who bears his name, and keeping the vows of marriage day after day, and loving me with Jesus love even in the hard, it wouldn’t be less.

For there is more in the daily ebb and flow of our life together that fills me in ways no Hallmark handiwork ever could.

HEART FOR HIM

My hand in his, I am his wife. And he is my gift and my joy.

His love for me a work of art that paints a picture a thousand words could not express. Colors mingling in sunset hues catching the Light in all its glory and me glowing and us mixing day by day, becoming ever more etched upon each others’ hearts that I wonder where he leaves off and I begin.

Moment by moment, all through the years, me falling like snow ever deeper.

And it’s not what my husband — or yours — does on one day flush with flashy commercialism, restaurants and roses overpriced, that shows how much he loves.

It’s the little things long remembered and consistent that count big in a marriage.

Like how he listens to my heart, not just my words. How he washes me each day with the water of the word, and throws in a load of wash when deadlines loom and I forget. How he leads us out of the past pockmarked with blemishes and bruises into God honoring marriage minus fears and hurts that we hurdled over in earlier days of our union.

Or how he calls in the middle of an ordinary afternoon to let me know with words certain sure that he is thinking of me and just wanted to hear my voice. And me at that moment taking photos beside a snowy lake and my heart all melting right there wrapped in winter’s chill.

For all of it I become a better wife. And a better woman, the one God created me to be.

And the gush and fuss over this one lovers’ holiday means what exactly? Red lace trimmings lacking, the gift of love real diminishes?

But God gives each day as celebration in life and marriage with the holiness of two as one, one man and one woman wed, sharing love behind closed doors or in the kitchen cooking or caring for one another sick or staying up to company keep with a spouse who cannot sleep.

Love is in the laying down together and the laying down of pride, and in each going lower to higher lift the Lover of souls who is outside of time and dates on the calendar.

Love is sacrifice — costing much more than any card — of priceless value like our Savior sweetly giving so that we might receive and live and learn to give.

Love as God loves.

Practice making love more perfect each day. Imperfect human hearts turning, touched by the perfectly Divine spark setting flame afire. Encompassing all.

And we give and receive what is lasting, what never fails, in the moments fleeting that make a life.

Choosing love again and again until all breath is gone…

~sheila
All our longings end in love.

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Counting, ever counting, His gifts…

215. A call in the middle of the afternoon just because

219. Full moon and a dinner date

222. White twinkly lights and tulle

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22 thoughts on “In which he forgot the card…

    • Loving God’s way is the only way to truly understand and appreciate this gift called love. And my Michael and I went down many a dark and twisty path in the past looking for love, and much was lost and the hurts piled higher for us and others. And it wasn’t until we stopped the frantic searching and sought the One who loves us best that God blessed us with this lovely gift we now share as Mr. and Mrs. Unexpected and later in the game, our marriage, friendship, partnership is something we both hold very dear. Thank you, Shabby, for taking the time to add to the conversation. Blessings…

  1. Dear Sheila
    I don’t know your Michael personally, but I know quite a bit about him through your blog. And if I read correctly between the lines and listen to the words you don’t always write about him, I think he is is living, walking, talking Valentine’s card himself and tastes even better than Lindt chocolate ( that takes some doing).
    Blessings XX
    Mia

    • Mia…I love how you think and weave words!! My Michael is indeed my gift from God and I am grateful each day for him. Yet he and I, we are both imperfect and rely on our Savior’s word and grace to help us learn to love better each day. And perhaps because of all the pain and loss and poor choices in our past lives, we cherish our marriage so much more. God is good, greatly to be praised and Jesus is our Ultimate Valentine. Blessings to you, my sweet friend. xxoo

  2. Sheila, Beautifully said. If I never had another “hallmark day” from my husband, but he continued to love me every minute as lovely as God has called him to do; and more perfectly than I could have ever hoped for myself, I would be content. He makes me want to be a better wife and a better Christian because of his leadership. I can tell you have that same love and friendship in your life with Michael. God creates such beauty from allowing two people to walk through trials together, right? They just need to get to the other side with His help and grace/forgiveness. Wonderful post and beautiful writing, Sheila.

  3. Sheila, what a loving tribute to your husband. That he forgot a card is nothing compared to what he remembers to do each day to show his love. How touching.

  4. I’ll take real-life love everyday over a love card on Valentine’s. My husband and I agreed years ago to make it plain, up-front, what expectations we have of holidays. Valentine’s didn’t make the cut as one of the “important” ones so we just enjoy it year-round instead. Thanks for sharing your examples of true love!

  5. Sheila, my husband also forgot then remembered then forgot a valentine card this year. But we’ve been married for 41 years and this year I decided to get HIM flowers. He is and does all those things you mentioned and more. What a blessed heart you have…thanks for sharing with us.

  6. You’ve given such a beautiful description of love in action. It’s about the small, day-to-day details, not the showy expressions of love. And this type of love comes only from God.

  7. This is so beautiful! My husband forgot to get me a card too. He remembered that morning after he saw the one that I had for him, lol! But he had a busy week preparing to marry someone that weekend (he’s a pastor), and so he had to finalize his sermon for church on Sunday, and work on finalizing what he was going to say at their wedding, plus he had to do premarital counseling with *another* couple that is getting married, and we also had snow the weekend before this weekend and he had to go out for a couple of hours and help our 20 year old whose car got stuck (with 40 others) in the snow on a curve. So he had lots of stuff on his mind the last week or so.

    But he is like your husband in that he tells me he loves me, is thoughtful, will surprise me with little treats or gifts, etc. I’ll take that over a card any day! Thanks for linking up to Making Your Home Sing Monday!

  8. I loved this post. I found you through Coffee For The Heart. Your man sounds like mine. I thanked him this weekend for loving me like Christ loves his church.